I know that Teacher is the one man capable of shredding me to pieces and relenquishing the power I hold inside of me. That is my fear. I hold so many secrets inside of me that they fight to escape the darkness I have cloaked them in. It is a daily struggle and the burden I bear. It is my penance for the choices I have made and the secrets I have kept. That is mine alone to take on. It is one I will gratefully take on if it means I stay in control of my world.